But something keeps me
from writing for this blog of mine.
Fear.
Oh, that age old pester at
the back of my mind and in the recesses of my heart. It keeps me from setting
my words free. It keeps my words locked up within, struggling to fly but
forever holed up in a cage to watch as other birds enjoy freedom.
This fear often stems from
comparison of self to others. There are so many bloggers who are successful,
bring in traffic, have dozens of comments, hundreds of followers, and a
seemingly never ending supply of blog posts.
I look at these bloggers
and authors and my heart and mind simultaneously begin pounding.
I look at them and think
that I’ll never be good enough. So I keep myself from putting out there because
I think people won’t relate to or enjoy what I have to say.
But in doing this—in keeping
myself reclused and bottling up my words, I’m making a great mistake. See,
everybody has a starting point. Platforms and the like take time to build up.
It takes being disciplined and working hard to continue. It takes being
proactive. It takes authenticity and being oneself.
And I know that God has
called me to set these words free. So no longer can I remain in the shadows,
but I must dance in the light. I must speak and write and be active. I must
pursue the calling that the Master Creator has placed upon my life.
And to do so I must be
brave. I must stop comparing myself to others but begin reveling in the Truth
of who God says I am. I am chosen. I am loved. I am accepted. I am free. I am
unique. I am called. I am a new creation. I am forgiven. I am redeemed. I am so
many things.
Now to believe.
Now to live.
Now to write.
Not only do I pursue these
things for myself, but I pray you will realize the truth of them for yourself as well.
Now, let’s go set our
words free together.
*hugs you* This is beautiful, darling. I cannot tell you how often I feel this way about blogging, writing, & just life in general! But we cannot let fear overcome us. God does not give a spirit of fear, but one of faith. Let's go out & slay some words today, alright? <3 <3 <3 (Btw, your blog design is GORGEOUS!!!!)
ReplyDeleteAw! You are so encouraging, Hannah! Thank you for your sweet words. This is true. We are given a spirit to overcome. We have to remind ourselves of this sometimes. :)
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